Of frustrations and rain

I’m going to throw a bit of a temper tantrum. I know bloggers are supposed to compartmentalize, but that’s just not me. Part of this blog is me being authentic and putting it out there. And I’m one frustrated little kitten right now.

I didn’t get any results on Friday. I called around 4p and the person I spoke to said that the nurse was talking with the doctor, but he couldn’t guarantee that I would get a call. Sure enough, no call. I’ve been on the medication for about 10 days and I’m still having seizures. Is that normal? Is this just a trial run to see if this is a good fit for me? How much of this is the treatment? Will more be coming down the pike? I had one at 3a that woke me out of a dead sleep. That hasn’t happened in a while and I thought the medication was supposed to stop or at least diminish them. Maybe I’ll get some results tomorrow and finally be able to get some of my questions answered. I feel like I’ll never be one of those people who can just let things roll off their backs. Maybe that’s the control freak in me. I hate not knowing what’s going on and doubly so when it’s about me. Though I suppose that’s human? At least the refund arrived on Friday. That softened the blow a bit.

It’s been raining a ton more than I ever remember it raining in the summer around here. It rained pretty much all day on the 4th and pretty consistently Friday and yesterday. Normally I’m a fan of rain, but this is starting to get a little depressing. Mostly because it cramps my style. Cute flats don’t do well in puddles. πŸ˜› But we spent a fun afternoon in yesterday with several other couples playing games and enjoying each other’s company. Jo still hasn’t had the baby yet and I know she’s more than ready.

But it’s the start of a new week and things are looking promising. Tomorrow some of the aerial trainers and students are doing a girls’ dinner out. I haven’t been to the gym in months since aerial work isn’t advised while they’re figuring out my head issues, so it’ll be nice to see everyone. Tuesday I can finally go back to ballet. I’m sure some physical activity will help my mood. Wednesday is support group and I can finally update all of them on the seizure situation. Thursday and Friday are still up in the air, but by that point I’ll probably want a night in. And payday is Friday. πŸ˜€ I’ve got a tropical scented candle burning, Boyfriend will be moved out of his current apartment in about a month, and I’m going to Anthropologie later to buy myself something pretty. Answers will come.


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